Amok

Is that right? Is that how you spell it? Do I care? That's where my thoughts are.

I'm having much physical pain today. It's kind of nice, because it's distracting me from the frustration and confusion and utter helplessness that I'm feeling.

The other day I was convinced that Vin was waiting until after the holidays to break up with me, and I said so, half-joking. He assured me that is not going to happen. Then he mentioned how he went 'ring shopping' the day after xmas.

????

That's all I can say right now.