Sorry

Was going to post more today, but I can't. I'm angry, I'm frustrated, I'm sad, I'm tired.

I'm sick of the games, but as sick as I am, I can't seem to stop myself from playing into them. (No, I don't start them. Yes, I realize that once they're started I should ignore them...but it's like a car wreck. I. Can't. Turn. Away.)

I have tears on the edge of flowing down my cheeks. I refuse to let them flow.