Sad

I feel so very sad today. Frustrated and sad.

I don't want to write about sad, damn it! I want to write about happiness and things that make me laugh, and sex and love and the good things in life.

But I can't. All I want to do is run away from things right now, and cry until I can't cry any more.

And no, it's not about Vin. It has nothing to do with Vin. It's all the other frustrations in my life that are bringing me down right now.

And I know that I really have no right to bitch. There are so many people in the world that have it so much worse than me - I don't have any fucken business AT ALL complaining about my sadness and frustration.

I just need to concentrate REALLY REALLY hard on what I'm DOING about it. That always helps.