Mental

As in, I'm going "mental". Shut up. It is too a popular slang phrase.

I'm doing my monthly budget. I just wrote a note to myself to pay my two e-bills tomorrow, and how much I owe each. I wrote $214.23 (cable) and $26.78 (xcel). Really? You think I really needed to note which one was the cable amount and which was the xcel bill? Yeah, they're pretty close. Good thing I wrote down which was for what! Whew! Disaster averted.

See? This is what happens when I get torn apart, worn down, hurt beyond belief, angry as a motherfucker, and then am not allowed to resolve any of it. I turn into this.