The Past: 6/21/07

Originally written 6/21/07

I need to write even though it won't make any sense because of course I'm drunk.

Two Iraqi vets in teh news today - one shot by police because he was drunk, aimed a shotgun at them and they shot and killed him, justified. The other was sentenced to one year ONE YEAR in jail for drunk driving and killing a 16 year old girl. Claimed PTSD, which I believe, actually. And that's why I'm drunk and crying. I'm not afraid my brother will die in Iraq when he gets deployed - I'm afraid he'll come back a mother fucken MESS. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!