The Past: July 25, 2007
Originally written July 25, 2007
It is hard to admit that I feel sometimes like I don't know how to live without him. And sometimes that's why I drink - to get honest with myself and feel it and admit it and be sad and cry.
You know what's fucked up? That in MOST WAYS he was a far, far, FAR, FAR, FAR better friend to me than anyone of these fucks I hang out with all the time...except Jay because he doesn't treat me like Phoebe or Timmy does and the only leg up Jay has on Timmy's wife, Joan [also a close friend of mine], is that he didn't take Cricket from me.
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It is hard to admit that I feel sometimes like I don't know how to live without him. And sometimes that's why I drink - to get honest with myself and feel it and admit it and be sad and cry.
You know what's fucked up? That in MOST WAYS he was a far, far, FAR, FAR, FAR better friend to me than anyone of these fucks I hang out with all the time...except Jay because he doesn't treat me like Phoebe or Timmy does and the only leg up Jay has on Timmy's wife, Joan [also a close friend of mine], is that he didn't take Cricket from me.
posted by AmyVegas at
10/25/2008 12:21:00 PM
